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After that, I went to the maple tree and stood next to Mary, who was quietly shedding big tears drop by drop. It was getting dark outside, and I suggested that Mary stay with me, because it would take us an hour to get to her house. So, we had a little late-night party with a movie and a snack of sweets and soda. When I told my sister that Mary was staying the night, she was a little happy. Then she sent me a video of Him running around the house, calling for Becky, trying to find her. After that, I couldn't contain my emotions and called Catsu. By this time, Mary was asleep.

At 10:52 this morning, I asked Catsu to take Mary home and bring the Baby back. For the rest of the time, he took care of me. To distract myself a little, I offered to stop by a furniture store and buy it for the future living room. All this time I felt lost.

Now I write everything down in my parents' house on the comfortable emerald sofa opposite the shelves with my photo albums. I'll stay here because I don't have the energy to go back.

18:32. I had a headache, and there were no more painkillers or sedatives left, so I went to the pharmacy, but I ended up sitting in the Park for a few hours. Why do I feel better here, because I don't remember anything? I have to go to the drugstore and go home another way, or I'll be here for a long time again.

18:41. It was raining outside, and I was glad I had a clear umbrella with me; otherwise, I would have been soaking wet.

19:38. When I got home, I took my medicine and decided to finish decorating the bookcase. It turned out that in our home library there are many interesting works that I planned to read. That's what I'll do before I go to bed.

21:43. Catsu is too much worried about me. He doesn't leave me alone even in an empty apartment, constantly asking about my health in a blog, or calling every half hour.

This concern is very pleasant to me, but I don't want to make him worry. I have to lie to say that everything is fine. We love each other too much to hurt with the truth. And it builds a wall between us.

23:41. I watched a live broadcast from Sammy's concert and started dancing, immersed in this atmosphere of collective mayhem to the songs of my favorite artist. But the blog post brought me back to reality, and the neighbors did not have time to complain about the violation of public peace.

I think it's really time for me to go to bed.

Good night, Diary.

Day 28.

Hello, Diary.

Today is July 15, 2073, Saturday.

On the street +24, windy.

14: 32. At 16:00, the graduation ceremony will begin in our EOPQ. I could have missed it, but Lavender insisted on my presence.

Yesterday passed me by. There is no desire to do anything, so now you need to do something, for example, choose clothes, style your hair and eat Breakfast prepared by Catsu. Why does he continue to take care of me even when I don't show emotion or feelings?

I can never be as worried about anyone without getting something in return. I need a response and emotions. My love will never be selfless, and it makes me feel very sorry for Catsu. He deserves more. I'll apologize to him the next time we meet.

15:43. I'm late, again.

03:07. He proposed to me at the prom. I've been waiting for this and I'm very happy that we will be taking a compatibility test tomorrow. But at the same time, I feel like the meanest person who plays with other people's destinies. And Catsu was so happy to hear me say yes.

03: 13. Everything will be fine. Tomorrow we will be married and can be together for an unlimited amount of time. There were just a lot of surprises that shook the psyche. The course of antidepressants is not finished, which means that I may still be concerned about emotional instability. I just wind myself up; I should just relax and go to bed.

03:31. I need to sleep.

04:06. Sleep.

See you tomorrow, Diary.

Day 29.

Hello, Diary.

Today is July 16, 2073, Sunday.

It's +25 outside, cloudy.

09:31. This day will be remembered for the rest of my life, as Catsu and I will become one family, and I still can't believe it. Now we will be even happier, and this feeling will grow with each day spent together. But, because of the uncertain future, I'm scared. Then I'll have a hectic move, a free week alone with Catsu, and go to work. And we will survive all this together.

12:41. All my friends seem to have woken up, as if on a birthday, and wish me good luck and a positive test result. It's nice. Although I do not like that, our communication with them lasts from holiday to holiday and consists in mutual congratulations. Maybe one day I'll have the strength to tell them and stop this pointless circus. Now my favorite makeup artists, hairdressers and fashion designers, whom I trust completely, will come to visit me – my friends.

15:39. I do not agree to live without the extraordinary personalities who are ready to turn the world upside down every minute. Without them, my life would be boring and monotonous nonsense. I can't thank them enough, so I'll repay